I'm writing s@#t, apparently ...

Mkay, here's the good news of the day:
I got an In-Person Interview with that job I've been looking into!!
WOOT! WOOT!
Yeah, I felt so bad when I didn't get the call on the days the employer said she would call back that I didn't even call my parents that night.
But she called back and, YAY!

So I felt so good about that news that I thought it okay to finally take a look at my fiction critique.
Instant downslide.
Now, I'm not stupid and I knew they would be very critical, especially because I hadn't even made it to my own workshop. The story was only half a story and something experiemental.
Still ... If ever I needed a thick skin, now would be about it.
It's been so hard to write lately. I thought since moving and since there have been so many emotional trials, I'd have enough fodder for the imagination.
Nope.
Anyhoo, I gotta do something about this story, because I do like it.
*sigh*